The real Tendi would never do this; thankfully, Beckett has the holodeck to keep her company when she finds herself wanting what Tendi will never give. It’s too reminiscent of her training, her weaponization, and Tendi prefers to remain her typical expressive self when she touches Beckett—it’s good, but sometimes Beckett’s mind wanders when they’re fucking and she imagines Tendi’s lime hand plastered tight over her mouth—
In this program, Tendi is still the Mistress of the Winter constellations. She isn’t sure if Tendi would be mad if she found out about this, but she doesn’t have to know. This D’Vana Tendi is dressed in dark emerald Orion armor, one hand covered in a leather fingerless glove, the other bare as it forces itself between her legs. Beckett inhales.
“Please don’t,” she breathes, and she’s good at faking it—a promising actor. “I don’t want—”
“I don’t care what you want,” hisses hologram-Tendi— D’Vana— sharp fingernails digging deep into the flesh of her thighs. She’d turned the safety protocols off, of course—it’s just more titillating that way, more encompassing. Beckett is bound to the wall of D’Vana’s bedroom, her hands tied behind her. “You’ll stand there and take it for me, okay, Mariner? Or else. ”
Her first instinct: this isn’t a very well written program. ‘Or else?’ How vague. But her wandering thoughts are drained out by the sensation of fake-D’Vana’s fingers, oh, as one is pushed inside of her snakefast, violating her with every curl and thrust and shift. The real Tendi would praise her during all of this, would kiss every inch of her skin and tell her how good she’s being, how beautiful she is when she lets Tendi fuck her. The real Tendi is a wonderful friend, the real Tendi fucks her when she’s bored and turns her mind blank with every brush of skin, but this D’Vana Tendi kisses her neck as she works her fingers into Beckett— through Beckett, piercing through her soul in forbidden pleasure—-and bites down hard into Beckett’s bare shoulders—and it feels just as good, just as holy even in its sin.